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the anger inside me just overthrown me
Tuesday, December 01, 2009

after everything settled down. i tried to fit myself in into other people's life. but i dont seem to fit in. Everyone has found their own comfort zone. so its hard for me to find new friends to be close with. You have moved on and found new friends. After seeing you so happy with them there was a tinge of jealousy and hatred. Day by day it grew stronger. i still haven't found friends that i was close with. Because of u i had to go to all the trouble finding new friends. i had to regain their trust. keeping this feeling inside for a very long time is bad cause i can pop anytime. well i did. I'm sorry if i hurt u. well i dont see a point of letting u go while i suffer.


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