im blogging cause ppl ask me to blog.

so this week on monday had campcraft meeting then played soccer with nabil, shalihin and shafiq. then had campcraft training on tuesday and thursday. then on tuesday night had dikir barat training. its very tiring. today went to school after prayers to check the logistics and see the seniors get n levels results. the results this year was not bad. putra was already freaking out as he needs to work hard to match this years n levels results. then slack at np room while waiting for xinyu.

being campcraft captain is no easy job. A lot of task needed to do. and its very hard to gain support from various ppl. I still need to tell some ppl that they are out of the team. and one more thing that always happen in np or should i say ug is conflict management. I hope campcraft doesnt affects my studies cause its o level year next year.

the holidays are boring. staying at home is killing me. luckily i made new friends from Vietnam trip. i want to go out but i dont know who to go out with. something that hasnt change from the last holiday till now is that i still go out with putra but he is busy most of the time.

next week ill be out everyday. yay!
Monday - campcraft comp meeting at 6 pm. so ill be free in the morning and afternoon
Tuesday - campcraft comp training in the morning
Wednesday - doing the Vietnam trip pictures PowerPoint slide. the whole day.
Thursday - campcraft comp training and English project. the whole day
Friday - ill always go out on Fridays.

I'm back from Vietnam!
Vietnam was great. Although certain stuff happened which was sad but there are god stuffs that happened too. we lose some we gain some. i miss the scenery and the kids in Vietnam. Being in Vietnam made me realise how thankful i am being a Singaporean. I'm just too lazy to elaborate the time i had in Vietnam so just look at the pictures on fb.

after everything settled down. i tried to fit myself in into other people's life. but i dont seem to fit in. Everyone has found their own comfort zone. so its hard for me to find new friends to be close with. You have moved on and found new friends. After seeing you so happy with them there was a tinge of jealousy and hatred. Day by day it grew stronger. i still haven't found friends that i was close with. Because of u i had to go to all the trouble finding new friends. i had to regain their trust. keeping this feeling inside for a very long time is bad cause i can pop anytime. well i did. I'm sorry if i hurt u. well i dont see a point of letting u go while i suffer.