today's post has three part the everyday life part and the depressing part 1 and 2.
Well the everyday life part. today had maths paper in the morning paper 1 and 2. it was f-ed up. I didnt complete it. Why must i get distracted at the wrong times. I got distracted for my eoys cause of some reasons. But nevermind just hoping to pass and move on to sec 4. If i was not distracted im already aiming for A1s and getting top 5 position in class (bloody hell). i dont think i can maintain 5th position.
after school went to play soccer with shafiq, qamarul, nabil and many more. I scored the opening goal. Baik cap! then while playing shafiq haron fell. he broken/fractured his arm. ouch. reminds me of the time that i fractured my wrist in primary school while playing soccer. but his is worst. sent him to the clinic near street soccer court. the doctor asked him to go straight to the hospital. so luqman called his father. while waiting for his father, nabil and me went for the obs medical checkup.im going obs again! Then his father came and brought him to the hospital. After the medical checkup qamarul nabil and syafiq asked me to follow them for jalan raye. finally someone asked. they were talking about the jalan raye for the whole week and alot of ppl were asked to come. they dont really ask me out or ask anything nowadays. i hope i can be close to them cause...
The second part of the post.
to K.
I know that u'll feel guilty sooner or later. if i were to be sadistic ill let u feel guilty. but im not really that sadistic. but im still a little bit. Joking joking. cause i know the hurting really hurts. and i dont want to feel the hurt anymore. im not the person who only care for myself and dont care about others ( its not about you, its about someone else). The reason why i write on my blog is cause i dont have anyone to talk to. i try talking to someone but he just take it for granted. whats important to him is only u know what, other than that he doesnt really care. just give me sometime. so lets move on and leave the past behind.
To p.
just a word of advice treasure ur friends. i think u know whats happening around u. ppl talk about u. u have to be balance. ok. friends are important. stop rejecting everyone. everyone will soon get fed up. and when u nid ur friends, they wont help u. and stop being so passive. ppl may joke to u about it but whats inside is different. Other ppl also have bf/gf but they are not like you. As u know ur friends are not really mixing around with u. I know u dont care about what i have written but dont say i nvr tell u.
2 more papers to go. looking forward for Aem and obs. hopefully i can go piala seni cause its going to be my first and last dikir barat competition before o levels.