Im home. yes im home. Its kinda of weird being at home this early and not out with my friends. why ma i home? cause i dont really have any friends to go out with. I used to have two best friends. now i dont. im not talking to her cause i dont know why. actually i do but... but...(i dont really know how to explain or what i think is right). He is just... (pentingkan diri sendiri je). At leats the two of them have other friends to talk to. I dont. my other friends dont really talk to me or even ask me out. Then the others, i dont like what they are doing. Things that could get me into trouble.

Why is it like this? All i want now is to finish my Os and get into a new school and find new friends. cause things will be different and never the same. everyone is starting to ignore me. not include me in converstions. "u think when im with them they talk to me" I usually walk alone when they talk about things that they dont want me to hear. Just like last time with my best friends.