2 occasions has woken me up. i got to learn all the truths and lies. I learn new things about life. i learn to pick myself up when i fall. I now realise what i had not realise then. I learn through experience. I am a person who give chances after chances. I dont react fast, i wait but i dont wait that long. Now i know my mistakes, i know what is worth it what is not. i know what is redundant what is not. i used to forget and forgive. but now i forgive and not forget. Im now moving on. not stuck at the the end. breaking the wall in front of me. i learn a thing or two about people and about life. one of it is 'trust'. its not something u earn its either u trust that person or u never will trust that person. I used to trust ppl alot giving them the benefit of the doubt. now im learning not to trust that easily. because ppl have wasted my trust. about doing good and get good result. Ure right its not happening to me. im doing too much good. sometimes being bad, being selfish is better. i dont know the word 'friendship'. friendship goes to waste. dont pity me for being alone. its not about being alone its how i was treated. so pls dont be good in front of me cause if u dont like it u dont like it. so dont act. i hate actors. i have woken up from my dreams. so now im moving forward never looking back.