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ARGGHH!!!!
Tuesday, October 06, 2009

when i read and found out the truth i was shocked. I didn't know what to do and what to believe. I wasn't able to concentrate. I wasn't in control of my emotions. i was taken by surprise. I'm sorry for being angry. but i didn't know what to do. I took the whole weekend calming myself down. it work only for awhile. then i got all emotional again today. people start to ask as they notice and read. I dont know what to do. I really nid someone to talk to. but i dont know who. i tried talking to ppl but it was different they dont understand the situation. i nid to talk to someone which im close which knows the situation. all i can think of is a few ppl. one of them is you and another one of them is you. But obviously i can't talk to you. but the other you, its hard talking to you.

ARGHHH! im starting to lose my consciousness. when will this end?


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